I have written similar articles to this one. At first I kept wondering if this whole article was little more than a self-delusional excuse; I don't know, maybe it is; but the conclusion of the article left me with some hope that the author is genuine in their respect for people who seek a deeper more truthful relationship with GOD than the pathetic tradition the Church is still trying to deliver.

https://keith-michael.medium.com/reconstructing-our-deconstructed-faith-7c4a330c6c7b